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shortfiction24 fall risk

“First The Truth Will Piss You Off.”

Will Thomas spends a night in the ER over a scare about bleeding on the brain.

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Fall Risk

The PA in the crowded Los Angeles ER squawked. “Intermediate critical, ETA five minutes.”

 Lying in his narrow, hard hospital bed in the ER, the announcement took Will Thomas back to his years as an L.A. firefighter and EMT. He had delivered countless victims and patients to the ERs that neighbored his fire station. Now retired, and living with his wife Marie in Idaho, he did not miss that life. Many good memories, of course, but just as many difficult ones, some tragically unforgettable. 

Will squirmed in his bed. He was lucky enough to be in a small private room on the periphery of the large ER. A closed door, a small window, curtained off most of the time. His bed had both side rails in place, and his bed was not adjustable without asking for help. His tailbone was sore as hell. He scrunched to his side, awkward due to the EKG electrodes wired to his chest and abdomen, and to the IV needle in his dominant right elbow. 

Last night sleep only came in a few one-hour spurts.

He had been admitted to the ER mid-afternoon the day before after going to the hospital’s infusion center for his weekly myeloma cancer injection. A blood platelet count at ten and a persistent headache had prompted staff to refer him immediately to the ER.

A head scan and EKG had eliminated the worst fear. No bleeding to the brain. But the low platelets made him a fall risk. Highlighted by the yellow wristband he now wore that blared: Fall Risk. He needed a medical assistant to walk him to the rest room every time he had to pee.

Will was waiting for a second doctor to show up, hoping for a quick release. One oncologist doc had said he was “cautiously optimistic” for a release the following morning. Will did his best to ignore that.

A technician from Pharmacy came in to review Will’s meds. “You look pretty well for an ER patient.”

“Being here ain’t my choice.” 

His nurse Keisha stepped in to monitor his vitals. “Tell me the truth,” Will said. “Am I going to get released today?”

“Up to your doctor,” she replied.

“Truth?”

“You know what they say about the truth. First the truth will piss you off. Then it will set you free.”

Will laughed. 

The house doctor finally came to Will’s room a few hours later. “I can release you today. The staff is prepping for your release. My only advice is to take it easy for a few days.”

“No worries there, doc,” Will said.

Keisha came back in to remove the IV from his elbow. She said they wanted to leave the EKG monitor in place for a bit longer.

Will called his wife to say he could catch a late flight out of LAX and be home by bedtime.

Will and Marie had retired to Idaho three years ago. A quiet life, early morning fishing for trout, book clubs, a good social life. A routine medical exam last year had revealed a need for more blood work and a biopsy. And then a phone call from his oncologist. “Stage four multiple myeloma. Not curable, but quite treatable.”

“How much time have I got?” He had asked.

“Five to ten years. Maybe more. We need to start treatments right away.”

His oncologist had relocated her practice from L.A. to Idaho several years back. She had connections in L.A. and wanted him to travel there weekly for injections. Oral meds he could take at home. L.A. would have easier access to the injection meds he needed. So he began a weekly flight to Ronald Reagan UCLA Medical Center. 

A couple of medical assistants wheeled Will’s bed out to the hall for the last half hour before his release. That put him in the middle of the controlled chaos that was this ER. Medical staff moved hospital beds up and down the aisles. EMTs hustled patients through in Stryker chairs. A cop walked by with a bloodied man in handcuffs.

A petite young woman carrying a clipboard stepped up to Will’s bed. 

A cheery voice. “Hi. I’m a volunteer. Can I get you anything?”

“Sure, Will moaned. “Find a nurse to get me released.”

The volunteer scanned the room. “I’ll find someone to help you.” She walked off.

A while later Keisha appeared. “I was on a break. Let’s get you out of here.”

Still in his hospital gown, with his clothes in a bag, he said, “I need your help.”

Keisha removed his EKG electrodes. “Better we dress in the bathroom.” She walked Will to the bathroom, entered with him. He said he had to pee. “Go ahead. Just sit down.” 

“Do you have to stay?”

She nodded. “Fall risk, remember?”

Will shrugged, sat to pee. As he stood to put on his pants, Keisha said, “Best to sit for that. You don’t want to fall.”

He groaned. After he dressed, Keisha led him out to the hall. They exited the ER, Keisha gripping the back of his shirt firmly. She walked him out to the sidewalk, sat him on a bench to wait for his Uber ride.

“Thanks for your help,” he said.

“Thanks for asking for help,” she replied with a smile.

At LAX Will passed through security quickly, got on the boarding line for his flight. An airline employee walking by stopped next to Will. “May I see your wristband,” she said. He held up his left wrist. The yellow Fall Risk band still circled his wrist.

“That’s from yesterday’s hospital visit,” he said.

She stepped away, returned a moment later with a wheelchair. She pulled Will off the line, set him in the chair. “I don’t need this,” he said, his face reddening with embarrassment.

“Just a precaution,” she told him.

She wheeled him to the ticket counter, continued to the ramp and onto the plane. She left the chair at the entry, escorted Will forward. “We have an empty seat in first-class. A courtesy upgrade.”

She offered him a seat, said, “As soon as we take off, you can get a free drink and snack.”

Will smiled. ”I would love a cold beer.”

She said with a firm look, “Not sure that would be a good choice, considering your fall risk.”

“I’m not a fall risk. The wristband is from yesterday.” He waved at the first-class seat. “This is not necessary. I’m not handicapped.”

“Just a precaution, sir.” She nodded, stepped off the plane.

Will sat back, thought, I am not a fall risk

A flight attendant stepped up. “Welcome to first class,” she said. “If you need to use the restroom, just let me know and I can escort you.”

Will’s shoulders sagged. “I can do this on my own.”

“Looking out for your safety, sir,” she said.

Will shook his head. Keisha’s words from the ER came back to him. “First the truth will piss you off. Then it will set you free.”

Will settled himself in the plush seat, fingered the Fall Risk wristband. He took a deep breath. I’m going home…first class.

***

shortfiction24 patriarchy: zero

Nikki Bolt scores one for the feminine side.

I’m back to posting stories. It’s been a five-month hiatus. Initially I paused to recover from the 2024 election. Then I got hit with a few medical issues. Treatments caused me a great deal of fatigue and a loss of motivation. I’m feeling much better now and trying to regain momentum with the short stories. Thank you for your patience.

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Patriarchy: Zero

A physical therapy appointment cancellation gave Eva Havens a rare morning break. She sipped her chai latte as she eyed the almond croissant in front of her. Chatter from nearby tables on the coffee shop patio filled the space. One table seemed to have a group of athletic coaches from a nearby high school. All dressed in athletic wear, talking loudly.

“Eva!”

At table’s edge stood a tall woman in a navy blue business suit, short blond bob, coffee and phone in hand.

“Nikki?”

Nikki Bolt nodded, smiled.

Eva stood. Started to step around the table to hug Nikki, but Nikki  sat down right away.

“Nikki, it’s been a while. How are you?” Eva sat.

Nikki waggled her hand. “Could be better.”

“Can you chat for a few minutes?”

Nikki glanced at her phone. Looked at Eva. “Sure, I’m good.”

“I’ve got a croissant here. I can split it.”

“I could do with a jolt of sugar,” Nikki said. Since she had begun working in real estate, she had never sat for more than fifteen minutes at a time.

As Nikki sat, Eva caught a whiff of perfume, a fragrance she was sure she could never afford. 

She fumbled with the bag and napkin. “Let me get a plastic knife.”

“No need,” Nikki said. She glanced around quickly, pulled a switchblade knife out of her purse.

Eva pulled back a bit in her chair.

Nikki flicked the knife open, cut the croissant cleanly, wiped the blade on Eva’s paper napkin, and slipped it back in her purse.

“Is that a –“

Nikki touched a red-nailed index finger to her glossy matching red lips. “Yes, it is.”

“Wow.” Eva eased forward.

“A girl has to protect herself. I’m often alone when I’m showing a property.”

“Is that legal?”

Nikki shrugged. “How are you? Still doing physical therapy?”

Eva nodded. “I lost a patient today. That’s why I’m sitting here having coffee.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Constipation.”

“What?”

“Constipation. Third patient I’ve lost to it. Seniors. They strain so hard they cut off oxygen to the brain.”

“Huh.” 

Eva asked, “So how are you? Is the real estate business good?”

“Not today.” Nikki scowled, pointed to her phone. “I just got off the phone with my manager. I lost a sale. A four million dollar property in Malibu.”

“Your commission would have bought you a lot of croissants. What happened?”

“Patriarchy, that’s what happened.”

Nikki’s phone chirped. She looked, let it ring.

“Yesterday I showed a property to a guy who’s here in L.A. looking for investment properties. The asshole is out here from some Southern state. Alabama, Arkansas…I don’t remember.”

“Couldn’t he have invested more easily in Florida?”

“The dude thinks he’ll rub elbows with movie stars.”

“How did you lose the sale?”

Nikki gripped her coffee cup tightly, leaned in.

“Get this. I showed the property yesterday. The guy showed up at our office first thing this morning. Told Bill, my manager, he did not want to deal with a female agent. Bill said the guy had a stupid grin on his face, said ‘My gran’pappy told me years ago, never trust anyone who bleeds for five days and doesn’t die.’”

“What? That’s bullshit!” Eva slammed a palm on the table. Ignored the stares from the other tables.

“Bill threw him out of the office. Told him to take his business elsewhere.”

“Yes! Good for him.”

Nikki nodded. “Yeah, Bill is one of the good ones.”

Her phone chirped again. Nikki held up a finger to pause with Eva. She picked up the phone. Nikki “yessed” several times, smiled, said “I love karma.”

She cut off the call, turned back to Eva.

“That was Bill. Our guy tried to buy the property through another agency.”

“You lost the commission for sure.”

“Yeah, well, so did they. Here’s the karma.” Nikki leaned forward grinning. “No insurance company will sell him a homeowner’s policy. The property sits in a high risk fire zone… The guy turned down the purchase, went back home.”

“Sweet. Don’t let the the door hit your ass on the way out.”

Nikki bit off a piece of croissant, stood up. “Gotta run.” She leaned in to Eva. “Nikki: one, patriarchy: zero.”

***

shortfiction24 – penguins in florida

Three retirees from sales careers sit at a Florida patio table talking about a sermon on penguins. In the middle of summer!

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Penguins in Florida

Bob Gillen

Mack slammed his open palm down on the patio table. He drooled sarcasm. “Pete, we’re sitting here in the middle of a Florida summer and you’re telling me you’re going to preach your next sermon on penguins?”

Pete grinned as he sipped his iced coffee. “Yup.”

Charlie chimed in. “Might work if you talked about Batman’s arch enemy.”

The three retirees sat under a spreading umbrella on a coffee shop patio. They each wore a flower print shirt and various versions of straw fedoras.

Mack continued. “You’re talking to snowbirds or native Floridians who’ve never seen snow. You’ll have the entire audience moving to their phones.”

“Congregation, Mack.”

“Whatever. It won’t work.”

“The wife died two years ago,” Pete said. “I dealt with my grief, but after a time I realized, for the first time in many years, I am answerable to no one. So I took training to be a deacon in my church. Kate and I were always churchgoers. Always bored by the sermons. Now I can say interesting stuff.”

“Don’t you have to follow the company line on talks? You’re still answerable to someone.” Charlie said.

“To some degree, yeah. But I can say what I want to say, and then not hear blowback during the week. Not like the other clergy who are accountable twenty-four-seven.”

“What the hell would you say about penguins?”

“They got strong survival skills.”

Mack shook his head.

“I was watching one of those TV nature shows. All about the penguins in the Arctic. They waddle around in the snow and ice, no shelter. No caves, no rocks to hide behind. So they huddle in a huge mass. The frigid wind blasts them. The ones in the middle of the mass survive with their shared warmth.”

“Yeah, but what about the poor bastards on the edge? They get the brunt of everything.”

“That’s where I make my point. After a while the ones in the middle of the mass separate, crack open to let the ones on the edge come in. Then others take their place for a while. They rotate to survive.”

“I’m not seeing it,” Charlie said.

“It’s a metaphor, Charlie. Family life. Friendship. Workplace. Even immigration.”

Charlie took a pill bottle out of his pocket. “Time for my statin.”

Mack said, “How’s your cholesterol doing?”

“Good. When they took out my gall bladder, the ultrasound tech said it was full of sand. Blobs of cholesterol. I can eat pretty much anything now.”

“Remember the days when pills kept us going?” Mack says. “Traveling around the country, one time zone to another. Jet lag. Delayed flights and early morning presentations.”

“Don’t miss it at all,” Pete said.

“You still working at the Harley dealership?” Mack asked Charlie.

Charlie nodded as he swallowed his pill. “I’m part-time. Beer money.”

“Sell any hogs lately?”

“Nah. I deal with accessories. Saddlebags, helmets, mud flaps.”

“Any Angels come through?”

“A few…” Charlie sat forward. “I had a guy come in yesterday. A lard-ass lawyer, pulls in on a Harley that must have cost him a year’s income. He’s part of the crew of lawyers and accountants that ride up and down the Interstate on weekends.”

“Boring,” Mack said.

“Boring, but they got money.”

Mack shrugged. 

“Seriously. I still got my sales skills. This guy wanted saddlebags with brass studs. I looked him over. He was wearing a black tee shirt and dad jeans. I says to him, ‘You need protection.’”

Charlie smiled. “He looks at me like I was crazy. ‘I wear sunblock,’ he says”

“No, no. Protection from road rash.”

“‘What’s that?’ he says.”

“You need a leather jacket. Protect you from road rash when you fall.”

Charlie adjusts his fedora. “The guy is standing there shaking his head. I nailed him. He was rubbing his arms. I said, You’re gonna fall. Every rider does. Without a jacket they’ll be picking bits of asphalt and concrete off your skin for days.”

“And…?” Mack asked.

“So I sold him a $500 jacket.”

“Next round of coffees are on you,” Pete said.

Mack laughed. “I miss sales.”

Pete said, “Mack, did you ever tell Charlie about the Mets game?”

Mack smiled, turned to Charlie. “I was selling point-of-sale equipment to businesses. Based in New York at that time. I get a guy, Marketing tells me he’s a good target. Name is Buzz. Comes in from Iowa or Indiana, one of those places. He’s got a couple of food markets, looking to expand. So I figure, he must like baseball. I take him to an afternoon Mets game. We get to Shea after the game had started. I grab two dogs and a couple of beers. While we’re watching the game, this Buzz guy keeps looking around at the people in the stands. After a while, he leans in close and asks me, ‘Why are all the people in the stands wearing those skull caps’?”

“So I look around. We’re sitting in the stands in the middle of a bunch of Jewish guys wearing yarmulkes. I figure, I can take this guy for a ride. So I said, we got here late. Today is free yarmulke day. Get here early and get a yarmulke. You know, like free bat day. Buzz says, oh, okay, then goes back to eating his hot dog.”

“Did you get the sale?”

“I did, but six months later his business flopped.”

“Back to my penguins,” Pete said. “It’s all about survival. I come from an Irish background. My aunt married an Italian man. Name of Sal. My grandmother refused to attend their wedding. Wouldn’t talk to them for years.”

“That was harsh,” Mack said.

“Yeah, but you know, after a while my grandmother cracked a bit. She let Sal into the family. Sal and my aunt ended up surviving.”

“I hear you,” Mack said.

An older man stepped out onto the patio. The only free table was in the full sun. He sat, clutching what looked like a hot coffee. He wore no hat.

Mack looked in Pete’s direction. “Penguins, huh?”

Pete nodded.

Mack called out to the guy at the open table. “Hey, buddy.”

The man looked over, a bit hesitant.

“You alone?”

The man said, “Yeah.”

Mack slid his chair to the side.

“Drag your chair over and get out of the sun.”

“You sure?” The man smiled, moved over to their table.

“Thanks. That sun is fierce.”

The three guys smiled, nodded.

“So, I don’t want to interrupt. What are you guys talking about?”

Mack said, “Penguins.”

***

shortfiction24- looking for america

Aiden Connor leaves Belfast to do his senior year of high school in New Hampshire. Will he find America?

I repeat my favorite mantra from Hemingway: Write hard and clear about what hurts. School gun violence, and the failure of legislators to correct it.

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Looking for America

Bob Gillen

Aiden Connor set a cordless drill down on the stage floor, brushed sawdust off his jeans, and pulled his vibrating phone out of his pocket. He pushed his white beanie higher on his forehead as he read a message. A text from his father. Aunt Maeve says you’re a big help around her B&B. Proud of you, lad. Keep ‘er lit. And keep looking for America.

A girl with short dark hair and a baggy, paint-spotted orange hoodie called over to Aiden. “Hey, Irish. Nice work.” She pointed to braces Aiden had screwed to a scenery flat.

Aiden felt a blush rise in his cheeks. 

“I’m Riley. Riley Reedy. A senior, like you. We haven’t had a chance to meet yet.” She held a paint brush as she stood in front of a scenery flat she was painting, a castle wall in grays and blacks.

“Aiden Connor.” 

“How do you like living in New Hampshire?” She waved her brush in a circle.

“It’s cool. Lot to get used to.”

Riley set her brush down and wiped her hands. “You came over from Ireland, right?”

“This summer, right. Came from Belfast.”

“Why?”

“My aunt runs a B&B here. Her husband died. She needs help while she decides whether or not to sell the business. My father sent me.”

Riley pointed again at Aiden’s work. “You look like you know what you’re doing. Where’d you learn that?”

“My dad is a carpenter. Works on some film sets, too. Learned it all from him.” He reached for a handful of wood screws. 

Riley continued. “What’s different here?”

Aiden shrugged. “I dunno. Here’s less diverse. We have a lot of immigrants coming in.”

He nodded at Riley’s paint work. “We got murals all over Belfast. Ever done any?”

“Last year’s play…I did a set-wide mural.”

Two boys approached from the backstage area. “Going to the cemetery tonight?” they asked Riley. When she said yes, they looked at Aiden. “You come too, Irish.”

Aiden looked down. “My aunt will be expecting me. I have her truck.”

Riley said, “Text her. Say we’re working late on the set.”

“Maybe.”

The boys turned away. Riley gathered up her paint gear and went to wash off her brush. 

When Riley returned, wiping her hands on a clean rag, Aiden was staring at  his phone. “Who’s texting you?”

“My dad.”

“Can I look?” Riley asked.”I’ve never seen a text from another country.”

Aiden shook his head, laughed. “They’re the same.” He held out the phone for her to see. Aunt Maeve says you’re a big help around her B&B. Proud of you, lad. Keep ‘er lit. And keep looking for America.

“What does he mean, ‘looking for America’?”

Aiden shrugged. “He keeps telling me to treat this like an adventure. To search for the real America. Not what we see on Irish TV.”

He texted back to his dad. Aunt Maeve’s great. Miss you, da. Building sets for a school play. Everyone likes my work. Learned it all from you.

Riley shoved her hands in her pockets. “My grandfather came over from Ireland. Don’t know what part. He owns a bar in New York City. Reedy’s. I went there once with my parents.”

An hour later Aiden followed Riley’s car in his aunt’s truck as they pulled off on a road that backed the local cemetery. They ducked through a line of trees and came to a small clearing. A bunch of students from the school play milled around.

“Riley!” A boy called out. He ran up to her.

“Hey, Joey.”

“Look what I got for my birthday.” He showed her a pistol that lay flat in his open palms.

“Is it loaded?”

”Nah.” He shifted, too excited to stand still.

Riley took the gun, pointed it down to the ground, and checked the feel of the weapon. 

“Nice, Joey. Feels good in my hand. You’ll be tearing up the target range with this.”

Joey rushed off to show others his new gun.

“Lot to get used to,” Aiden said to Riley.

“No guns in Belfast?”

“Not like this.”

Another boy came by handing out cold beers. Riley took one. Aiden waved the boy off.

“You don’t drink?” Riley asked.

“Not this piss. It’s just water.”

Riley looked up at Aiden. She yanked the white beanie off his head. “Hunting season starts in three weeks. You’ll be a dead man in that hat.”

“More to get used to,” Aiden said as he stuffed the beanie in his pocket.

“I should take you hunting. I got a new scope for my rifle. Got my first deer last year.”

Riley noted that Aiden kept looking around, watching the perimeter of the clearing. “You nervous or something, Irish?”

Aiden remained silent for a few moments. In a hushed voice he said, “Don’t have a good history with cemeteries.”

“You got ghosts in Belfast?”

Aiden rubbed a spot over his right eyebrow. “You can’t see this in the dark. I have a scar. A Garda clubbed me one night. I was in a cemetery drinking with other fellas. The Garda came in swinging. I tried to cover one of my mates. I got clubbed. Four stitches.”

“What’s Garda?” 

“Our police.”

“You’re okay here. No one bothers us. We know to keep it down.”

At home later, Aiden took a moment to text his dad. Hey Da. School’s okay. So much to get used to. 

His dad replied right away. Fair play, lad. Keep looking for America.

Aiden fell asleep with a smile. 

The next morning Aiden arrived at school an hour late. The kitchen sink in his aunt’s home had sprung a leak and he stayed to fix it. As he entered the school building, a security guard greeted him and asked to examine his backpack. Cleared, Aiden got a late pass from the office and headed down the hall to his classroom. 

Aiden stopped cold. A young man with an assault rifle appeared at the end of the hall. As he turned towards Aiden, Aiden spun his backpack around in front of himself. The shooter fired down the hall, blasting three holes in the backpack. A teacher walking next to Aiden went down clutching his leg. 

The shooter entered a classroom and began firing. Alarms rang throughout the building. Screams and the roar of gunfire obliterated the alarms.

Aiden dropped his backpack, helped the teacher to his feet, and half dragged him to the office. The security guard, gun drawn, ran past them in the direction of the gunfire. Office staff locked the door behind them and the school nurse immediately tended to the teacher’s wound. Aiden collapsed to the floor, sat there stunned as more gunfire rang out. 

And then…silence. Broken by the PA system blaring, “Emergency. Please evacuate the building immediately. Gather out on the ball field.”

Aiden race-walked out of the building along with a horde of students, everyone holding their hands high. He sat down with his back against a chainlink fence and texted his aunt. I’m okay. 

Aiden wrapped his arms around his knees, staring as students frantically texted their families and first responders screamed onto the campus. He spotted Riley staggering past and called out to her. She heard his voice, searched the crowd till she found him. Tears poured down her face.

She slumped down next to Aiden. “Joey’s dead. The shooter got him. Other kids, too.”

Riley sobbed as Aiden put his arm around her shoulder and held her. He had no words.

His phone vibrated. Aunt Maeve. I heard the news. Are you okay?

He answered, Yes. Fine. See you later.

Minutes later his phone vibrated again. His dad. Maeve says there’s a school shooting. Are you okay?

Aiden hesitated. He scanned the chaotic scene in front of him. Heard nothing but sirens and shouting. Riley continued to sob. He poised his thumbs over the phone keyboard.

I’m okay, Da. I found America.

 ***

shortfiction24 – a light after sunset

A woman fired from her university teaching position struggles to find her way forward. An unlikely encounter reveals a note of hope.

I don’t often write in first-person POV, but this story seemed to need it. Please enjoy!

A Light After Sunset

Bob Gillen

As the setting sun slides below the day’s cloud cover, I turn away from the view. I feel the dying warmth on my back as I plod through the sand. My own footprints are lost among the thousands of footprints pockmarking the beach. Pretty much how I feel today. Lost. Down near the water’s edge a man sets up a tripod to capture photos of the sunset. This puzzles me. These images can be beautiful. But photographing something that is dying? I yearn for the glory of an open beach in full sun, its golden sand shining brightly, kissed over and over by sparkling waves. 

I take in one long breath of the salt air as I leave the beach. Someone has decorated the path over the dunes with strips of driftwood, even a few worn lobster trap buoys. The colors on the buoys seem to match my appearance this evening. Denim shorts, an old red tee, a floppy white hat atop my head. A black shoulder bag sits against my side. Like the buoys I feel worn. Faded. Tired.

 The path takes me to a near-empty parking lot, where I brush sand from my feet and slip on my flip-flops. Labor Day passed last week. Tourists are gone. Locals have regained their home ground. I walk the road that takes me to town. The smell of hot asphalt assaults my nose. 

This is a town I am unfamiliar with. I am like a leftover tourist. A coffee shop displays an OPEN sign in the window. I step in, purchase a hot tea and an almond croissant, and carry my snack through the town.

At the marina on the bay side two gulls startle me with their screeching as they fight over an empty bag of chips. I find the cabin cruiser I rented for several weeks. The New Dawn. A lovely, 35-foot boat, well maintained but rarely out of its slip. I balance the tea as I step aboard. Many of the other boats have already moved on to their home ports. I sit in a folding beach chair on the deck, setting my tea and croissant on the rail. 

My phone is in my hand before I realize I’m holding it. A habit I hope to break while I’m here. My messages are few. No job offers. An email from a former student who has found a new MFA program online. He seems happy with the move.

I sip my tea, a delightful drink with a hint of cinnamon. The croissant is surprisingly tasty. I stare at my phone. I had expected to be busy teaching my ninth year of creative writing in an MFA program. The university shut the program down unexpectedly. My students found placement in other programs. I was fired. Budget cuts, they claimed. Not enough interest in a program that did not lead to a lucrative career for its grads.

I am here now, sitting alone on a rented boat as semesters begin across the country.  Sitting here, on a boat that doesn’t go to sea any more. A teacher who won’t step into a class this year. Maybe never.

This boat is comfortable enough. In the cabin two narrow bunks, a tiny toilet, a galley that can accommodate a kettle and a burner for a small fry pan. A shelf with a row of old books lining one side. Space for me to stow clothes and my own books. The cabin smells faintly of varnish and burnt coffee.

The sun is down now and night edges in. Lights flicker on all around the marina and the town. I hear the sound of a conversation drifting over from a boat five slips farther away. The scent of aromatic cherry tobacco drifts on the breeze. Ice cubes tinkle on glass. An older couple enjoys drinks, talking about where they want to eat dinner. A majestic sport boat motors by, in from a day of fishing, its gentle wake slurping under my boat.

I finish my tea and swallow the last of the croissant. In spite of the hot tea the cool evening air makes me shiver. I step into the cabin to retrieve a sweatshirt. When I return to the deck, a woman is standing dockside, looking across at my boat.

I nod to the woman, sit in my chair. Without looking up I can feel the woman continuing to stare at the boat. At me. I glance at my phone again, turn an eye to see the woman still standing there. The woman looks sunburned, her graying hair tousled. She wears patched jeans, a tattered Christmas sweater with a red pompom, two different sneakers. She holds a plastic bag stuffed full of what looks like clothes.

The intrusion makes me squirm. I don’t need this. Not tonight. Not ever.

The woman shuffles her feet, turns away. I call out, surprised by the sound of my own voice. “Can I help you?”

The woman turns back. She shakes her head. Turns away again. Remains standing in place.

“Would you like to sit for a bit?”

I point to a folded beach chair on the deck.

The woman turns to face me. Without a sound she steps aboard, sets her bag down, unfolds the chair. She sits.

The woman seems to melt into the chair, sighing with comfort. 

“It’s only a flimsy beach chair,” I say.

The woman nods, avoiding eye contact. 

A long scar on the woman’s neck catches my eye. 

I point. “Have you had surgery?”

The woman touches her neck, nods slowly. Her eyes fall to the floor of the deck.

“I can’t offer any food,” I say. “I plan to shop tomorrow.”

The woman shrugs. She reaches into her bag, pulls out a candy bar. She unwraps it and takes a bite.

“I like your sweater.”

The woman looks down, seems surprised at the Christmas display, a reindeer with a huge red nose.. She cracks a tiny smile.

I glance at my phone again. Old  habit. No one will reach out. I shove it in my pocket.

A gentle night breeze brushes my face. Light from a nearby lamppost falls on the woman. She chews slowly on her candy bar. Almost oblivious to my presence. I think, Now what? She can’t stay here all night.

My curiosity grows. Who is she? Where is she from?

A marina security guard strolls by. He nods to me. Calls out to the woman, “Hi, Dasha.” He walks on as she gives him a brief wave. 

“Your name is Dasha?”

She nods as she pushes the empty candy wrapper into her bag.

“I’m Letitia,” I say.

Another silent nod. Still no eye contact.

The darkness is complete now. Full quiet has fallen on the marina. It’s me and Dasha. Sitting here. Not speaking.

Dasha reaches into her bag, pulls out a small spiral-bound notebook and a pen. She turns her chair so the light from the lamppost falls on her lap. She starts to write. Print, actually. In large letters. She holds it up for me to read.

I have no voice. Surgery and chemo stole my voice.

I reply, “Is that permanent?”

She nods yes. Then shrugs. Her eyes reflect the dark of the water alongside the boat.

“I’m sorry. That must make life difficult for you.”

Dasha once again lifts her shoulders in a shrug, the reindeer on her holiday sweater rising and falling with the movement.

“Do you live around here?” I ask.

She nods once. With her hand she makes a circling motion.

“Here in the town?”

A shrug.

I find myself talking. “I’m renting this boat for a few weeks. I was fired from my job last month. I came here to find a few days of peace. To decide what to do.”

Her eyes lift to meet mine. She smiles. I sense that she understands.

“I don’t know the town. Maybe one day you could walk me around…show me what’s here.”

I see a brightness rise in her eyes. 

Dasha stands. She picks up her bag, pushes the notebook and pen inside.

“Do you have a place to sleep tonight?”

She again makes the circling movement with her arm.

“You’re homeless, right?”

I see her shoulders sag. She starts to climb off the deck.

“Do you want to share my cabin tonight? It’s not much, but it beats sleeping outside.”

Dasha turns, smiles. A tear runs down her cheek. She nods, a firmness in her jaw.

“Let me make tea for us. Then we can turn in for the night. Tomorrow we can figure something out.”

Dasha reaches into her bag, pulls out a zipped bag with several tea bags. She offers one to me. A chamomile bag. I hesitate. Where had this bag been? But I put out my hand and take it. I step down into the galley and set my kettle on the tiny stove. 

Dasha follows me down into the cabin. She points to the bunks. “This one is mine,” I say. “You can have the other.”

She sets her bag on the bunk. Rubs her hand to smooth the blanket covering the bunk. She stretches out, forming a pillow with her bag. 

When I pour the hot water into two mugs, I turn to see that Dasha is sound asleep. I grab an extra blanket stowed under the bunk and drape it over her. 

A weariness washes over me. Ignoring the tea, I lie down on the bunk, still dressed. The smell of chamomile lingers in the cabin. 

A smile breaks across my face. No clue why. I am lying in a rented boat’s cabin. I am jobless. Sleeping in the bunk next to me is a homeless woman named Dasha. A woman who stepped into my life only moments ago. I have no idea why she’s here, or what tomorrow will bring. 

Only hours ago I stood on the beach with my back turned to the sunset. No mind for dying light, I told myself. Now, outside, total darkness has dropped. Yet when I close my eyes a light flickers.  A light rising up from my heart. What comes to mind is standing in wet sand at the edge of the beach as a wave softly washes over my feet. The wave pulls back, sucking sand with it, leaving my feet a bit deeper in the sand. Deeper in the beauty of a sunlit beach.

I smile.

***

shortfiction24 – no sleepover tonight

A planned sleepover is blown away by a school shooter. Maggie’s quick wit saves her friend from bleeding out after a school shooting.

Enjoy the story. I hope it does even a tiny bit to raise awareness of the horrific events.

No Sleepover Tonight

Bob Gillen

Maggie’s seat near the back of the American History class made it easier for her to text her friend without the teacher spotting her. 

can’t wait for the sleepover tonite

The girl sitting next to Maggie reached for her phone.

so ready, good for vaping?

 Brooke smiled across at Maggie.

Maggie dropped her phone and stooped down to pick it up from the floor.

The roar of an automatic weapon erupted in the hall outside the classroom. Maggie heard screams. 

The classroom door smashed open. 

Gunfire sprayed the room. 

Maggie stayed near the floor. Huddled into a ball, covering her head. She felt a weight fall against her.

In the hall men shouted. Maggie heard Pop Pop Pop. Someone yelled “clear.”

A moment of silence, followed by more screams, moans, sobbing. A boy yelled, “Help me!”

Maggie tried to move the weight off her back. The weight slipped to the floor. 

Brooke! 

Covered in blood.

Brooke opened her eyes, looked at Maggie. “Is that my blood?”

Maggie stared in shock. Brooke said, “Don’t let me die, Mags. I don’t want to die.”

Maggie checked Brooke’s body. Blood poured from her shoulder. Maggie reached under her desk for her backpack. She pulled out a handful of period pads. 

Without speaking she stuffed several pads into Brooke’s shoulder wound. “Roll over,” she told Brooke. “There must be an exit wound.” Brooke groaned as she turned. Maggie shoved more pads into the exit wound. Brooke rolled back. Her eyes met Maggie’s. 

“Don’t let me die.”

Maggie sensed chaotic activity in the room. Someone was directing the uninjured out of the room. A female police officer stepped up to Maggie. She examined Brooke. “A shoulder wound?”

Maggie nodded. 

“EMTs will be here in a few minutes. Hang on.”

The officer looked at Maggie. “Are you hurt?”

Maggie looked at herself. Hands and arms covered in blood. Jeans soaked from kneeling in blood. “I’m okay.” She pointed at Brooke. “It’s all her blood.”

The officer waved an EMT over. The EMT checked Brooke’s wound. He poked at the blood-soaked pads. He looked at Maggie. “Did you pack the wounds?”

Maggie uttered a weak, “yes.”

“You saved her life. Nice work.”

Tears poured down Maggie’s face. She reached up to wipe the tears, ended up smearing blood over her face. The EMT handed her a wipe.

They placed Brooke on a gurney. Brooke touched Maggie’s hand. “No sleepover tonight.”

“I’ll sleep over at the hospital one night.”

They wheeled her out. Maggie attempted to stand and look around. The female officer blocked her vision. “Nothing here you want to see.” She escorted Maggie out to the hall and away from the classroom.

Students were streaming out of the building. Police and first responders rushed in. Teachers helped with directing traffic.

The police officer took Maggie outside, steering her to a bench. “You saved that girl’s life. Be proud.”

Maggie lowered her head. Tears flowed. A teacher came over, said to the officer, “I’ll sit with her.”

Ambulances screamed away to ERs. More responders roared in. News media swarmed the scene.

Maggie and the teacher sat in the middle of it all. She wiped her blood-soaked hands on her jeans. She turned to face the teacher. “Did they kill the shooter?”

The teacher nodded.

Maggie stood. “I need to go back in there. I want to kick the shit out of the fucker’s dead body.”

***

shortfiction24 – estranged no more

Jack spends a few days at Diane’s house recovering from prostate removal surgery. An unexpected visitor brings possible healing to a long-estranged family member.

This is #8 in the ongoing Jack and Diane series of stories, which originated in November of 2021. As I have said before, I have no plan, no story arc, for the series. Each story has arisen from the prior ones, the characters not willing to fade away.

You can read the first seven stories here.

Estranged No More

Bob Gillen

Diane Somers idled her old Volvo 142S in front of the hospital entrance. She slid out of her seat as a hospital volunteer pushed Jack Marin’s wheelchair out to the curb. 

Jack managed to stand on his own, hang onto the door, and slide into the Volvo. A few curse words ensued. Diane thanked the volunteer, got Jack’s seatbelt secured, and climbed in. 

“Ready?” she asked Jack.

“So ready. Wait, do I need to tip the volunteer?”

Diane grinned. “Not necessary.”

Jack squirmed to adjust himself in his seat. “My doc had said two or three days in here after the surgery. It took five days for them to release me.”

“It was a big surgery,” Diane said. “You were on the table for five hours.”

“Yeah. They had some job removing my monster prostate.”

“Your doctor said it was thirty five grams.”

“More like twenty pounds, I think.”

Diane laughed. “Let’s get you home.”

Jack enjoyed seeing the familiar sights as they drove to Diane’s house. He squinted into the bright sun and moved the sun visor down. A piece of paper fell into his lap. He reached for it. A photo. “This looks like you with your husband and Margaret.”

“Wait till we stop for a red light and I’ll take a look.”

At the next light she glanced at the photo. “Yeah. Me and Frank, and Margaret.Frank must have put it there.”

“I’ve only been to your place a few times,” Jack said. “I don’t think I saw any pictures of your family.”

Diane sighed. “I have one picture in my bedroom. Our wedding picture. I like to think about beginnings, not endings.”

“Nothing in between?” Jack asked.

“I put all the photos away when Margaret alienated herself from me.”

Diane pointed. “Put the photo back in the visor.”

As the traffic light changed, she said, “I set you up in the spare bedroom…and cleared the couch. You should be comfortable for a few days till you get your strength back.”

She backed into the driveway to position the passenger side near the front door. Jack pulled himself out of the seat and stood holding onto the door. Diane came around and supported him.

“Let’s try the couch for a while,” Jack said. “I could use a dose of TV.”

Diane got him settled on the couch, set a blanket over him, and tucked a pillow behind his head.

“How about a sandwich?” she asked. “A turkey club?”

“Sounds good. Washed down with a beer?”

She handed him the TV remote and headed to the kitchen.

Jack rested his head on the pillow and stared at the ceiling. “I could sure use a shower but I think I should wait till tomorrow.”

“No worries,” Diane called from the kitchen. “I’ve got room deodorizer.”

“Funny.”

Diane came in with a luscious sandwich and a sweet pickle slice on a plate, a cold longneck in her other hand. 

“This looks great,” he said. He reached for the bottle and took a long swig, a smile breaking across his face.

“Beats hospital meals, I hope.”

“It does, but you know, their food wasn’t that bad. A turkey dinner one night, meatloaf and mashed potatoes another night. Not bad at all.”

Jack devoured the sandwich. “How about another beer?”

“Let’s take it easy,” she said. “You’re still on meds. Why don’t you take a nap?”

Jack nodded, leaned back, and promptly fell asleep.

The following morning, after a breakfast of bacon and eggs in bed, a home health physical therapist named Molly showed up to assess Jack’s condition and start him on some core-building exercises.

“I know you’d rather stay in bed, but we need to re-build your strength after the surgery. Are you in any pain?”

“My lower back hurts,” Jack said.

“We can work on that.” Molly put Jack through a series of PT exercises while he was lying down.

“Now let’s get you up to a standing position.”

Diane handed her a walker she had rented for Jack till he got stronger.

Jack tried to sit up and swing his legs off the bed.

“Oh…oh, sweet Jesus!” he cried. “I can’t do this.”

Molly stepped forward with the walker. “Hold on to this, roll your legs off the bed, pull yourself up.”

Jack grimaced, cursed. On the third try he got to a sitting position on the side of the bed.

“Can you stand?”

Gripping the walker, Jack hoisted himself to an upright position. “Standing is easier.”

Molly helped Jack walk through the living room and into the kitchen.

Standing against the counter, she had him move up on his toes, then back on his heels, ten times.

“I want you to do this twice a day,” she said. “And I’ll leave you with a page of exercises to do. I’ll be back in two days.”

“This isn’t too bad,” Jack said. “It’s the getting out of bed that hurts like hell.”

“That will get easier as you build your core.”

Later that afternoon, after a nap, Jack watched TV from the couch. Diane brought him a cold beer. She sat, leaned gently against him.

“How are you feeling?”

“Pretty shitty, overall.”

He sipped the beer. “I think I need to go to the bathroom.”

Diane had stocked the guest bathroom with adult disposable underpants. Jack dragged himself to the bathroom. He struggled to get his pants off and change the paper underpants. “Taking these big-kid underpants on and off is a real pain,” he called out.

Diane cracked the door, handed him a package. “I also bought you men’s pads. You can change them without taking your pants off.”

“Brilliant,” he said.

“We girls been down this road before.”

Later, at dinner, Jack devoured chicken tacos, rice and beans. “You’re spoiling me. I won’t be able to do this when I get back to my own house.”

Jack lowered his head into his hands. He sighed deeply. “This isn’t how I pictured my life going.”

“It is what it is,” Diane said. She rubbed his shoulder.

“Lying in the hospital bed all I could think of was how fucked up my life is now. After my wife died, I mourned for a year, then found a routine. It wasn’t much, but it worked for me. Now…that’s all in the wind. I can’t travel any distance because of the incontinence. I can barely get out of bed. Instead of walking, I’m teeter tottering. I could never pass a DUI test.”

Diane smiled. “Relax. It’s only been a week. You’ll get there.”

She got up and cleared away the dinner dishes. “How about watching a movie?”

Jack smirked. “If I can stay awake…”

The following morning Jack pushed himself to get up from his bed and use the walker to move to the kitchen table. Diane stood at the stove in her robe, flipping buttermilk pancakes. 

Jack poured a mug of coffee and sat at the table. “You are clearly spoiling me.”

“It feels good to have someone else in the house. I’ll feel lonely when you go back to your own place.” She set a plate of pancakes in front of Jack. “Syrup’s there if you want it.”

The doorbell rang.

“Huh.” Diane said. “Who could that be?”

“Expecting any packages?”

Diane shook her head as she stepped to the door.

A woman stood in the door, backlit by the morning sun.

Diane peered at the figure. “Margaret?”

“Mom.”

Diane stood frozen for a moment. 

“Have you been driving dad’s Volvo?” Margaret pointed to the driveway.

“A mission of mercy.”

“Can I come in?”

Diane stepped aside. “Of course. Forgive my shock.”

Margaret entered the house. She wore jeans, a loose sweater, her hair in a long ponytail.

“Who is it?” Jack called from the kitchen.

Margaret whipped around at Diane. “That’s a man’s voice.”

“Come in and meet Jack.” Diane walked into the kitchen.

Margaret followed her. She stood staring at Jack. A man at her mom’s kitchen table. In his pajamas. Eating breakfast. 

“Jack, this is my daughter Margaret. Margaret, Jack.”

“We’ve met,” Jack said. “At the cemetery last month.”

Margaret said nothing. She glared at Diane.

“Do you want coffee?”

Margaret shook her head.

“How could you?”

“How could I what?” Diane said.

“You kept dad’s terminal sickness from me three years ago. Now you have a guy living in with you and you didn’t tell me.”

Margaret turned, ready to storm out. Jack stood, awkwardly, and reached out to her.

“Please stay,” he said.

Margaret said, her back to Jack, “Why? More lies. She’s replacing my dad already. I’ve had enough.”

Diane flared in anger. She threw a dishtowel down on the table. “Hold on. You chose to stay away from me for these three years. Now you show up out of the blue and begin making judgements on me and Jack.”

“I can see what this is,” Margaret said, turning back to face Diane.

“No,” Jack interrupted. “You’re not seeing what this is.” He grimaced in pain as he moved, and quickly sat down.

“Margaret, I don’t know what brought you here today.” Her anger softened. “But I am thrilled that you’re here. Can you sit and talk with us for a few minutes?”

Margaret glared at both of them, then slowly sat, hanging her purse over the back of the chair. Diane put a cup of coffee in front of her.

Margaret had estranged herself from Diane since her father’s death three years ago. The separation had sat heavily on Diane’s heart, carrying her husband’s loss alone until she met Jack.

Diane spoke. “Let’s clear the air about Jack. He is someone I am seeing. We met on a dating app maybe six months ago. We have both lost spouses. Both retired. Both looking, quite tentatively, to have someone in our lives. Jack is here because he’s recovering from surgery and needs support for a few days till he can go back to his own place.”

Jack leaned on the walker. “I had my prostate removed because of a carcinoma. I was on the table for five hours. Your mom is helping me. I can barely get out of bed. I am fumbling all over the place. And I am now incontinent from the surgery.”

“TMI,” Margaret said, holding a palm up in Jack’s direction.

“Just putting it all out there,” Jack shrugged.

Diane spoke, “We are moving slowly in our relationship. And as to intimacy, that’s none of your business.”

Margaret spoke softly to Jack, “When I saw you at the cemetery with my mom, I figured it was something serious. She wouldn’t bring just anyone to dad’s grave.” 

Diane had taken Jack to Frank’s grave on Margaret’s birthday a month ago. One of the three times each year she visited the grave. Watching from a distance, Margaret had tried to talk to Jack while he strolled around the cemetery. Jack had refused, saying he did not want to get in the middle of the two and their difficult relationship. It was later that Diane had told him, you’re in the middle, or you’re out. Your choice. Jack had chosen to continue his relationship with Diane.

“And speaking of your dad,” Diane said, “it was his decision, not mine, not to tell you how serious his illness was. He didn’t want you suffering through his last weeks. I brought you in only when he said he was ready to see you.”

Margaret began crying. She rubbed away tears. “I could have sat with him in those last weeks.”

Diane also began crying. “We wasted these three years. I could have told you this if you had listened…if you had not stayed away.”

She stood and hugged Margaret’s shoulders. Margaret put a hand on Diane’s arm. “I couldn’t deal…”

“You’re here now.” She pulled Margaret to a standing position and hugged her hard. Both sobbed deeply. 

Jack sipped his coffee. 

After the two women had eased their sobbing, Jack said, “It’s good to see you two together. But the pancakes are getting cold. Margaret, please sit and eat with us.”

Margaret sat, grabbed a couple of napkins to wipe her eyes and nose. Diane reached for another plate.

“But I’m curious,” Jack continued. “What brings you here, Margaret? Why today?”

Margaret smiled, met Diane’s eyes. She set her hands over her belly. “I’m pregnant.”

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